Woah Y’all!
It has been way to long since I last posted and I am ashamed!
I wish I had an excuse this time, but even if there was one, me being missing like I have been wouldn’t be justified.
I have recently been feeling very motivated to write but no will to actually do it. I wouldn’t say that it is at all depression, but more of my anxiety taking over. I have been napping a ton during the day due to the exhaustion of worrying about useless things and fighting insomnia from napping and anxiety at night. Basically, I sleep when I am not supposed to and fight it when I am.
I typically clean my house every other day and keep it generally pretty livable, but when Junior left for his next six weeks on the road my anxiety of the things I had to do alone again PEAKED. So, the cleaning came to a holt, the writing and will to create paused, and the motivation became unfinished ideas.
Luckily, when I found out Junior was coming home I kicked it back into gear, deep cleaned the house and have never felt more ready to tackle my normal lifestyle again.
I genuinely believe that a messy house leads to a less determined house hold. So, seeing my messy house made me want to clean, but cleaning added on to the long list of other things that needed accomplished which made me exhausted just thinking of it, in the end leaving me with nothing actually done.
Now that my house is in tip top shape, expect to see more of Vitamin C Daily because my mentality is right back where it needed to be.
Mental health is definitely a thing and I definitely was not taking care of mine. A good cleaning, a to do list, and some much needed praying time really did the trick.
Sorry for being so MIA, but I am back and ready to get to it!
Take care of yourselves and I will be posting more soon!
Love y’all.
Your daily dose of Vitamin C!